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Post by Lucas on Nov 16, 2008 15:27:26 GMT -1
He looked at her with a weak smile "Don't worry about it...probably stupid to come here...just..."he shrugged "I needed somewhere to go" he said. He stood up and his muscles came through his shirt a little. He looked at her and smiled "I'll head out now...thanks for everything Autumn" he said to her
(sorry for late reply)
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Post by ~Autumn Walker~ on Nov 16, 2008 21:42:50 GMT -1
((NO worries))
Autumn looked at the fallen Angel in suprise, "Short visit then...." She muttered under her breath, knowing full well he could hear her, "You are welcome to stay...I mean, doesnt seam like you want to be alone, and yet at the same time you do...you certainly are complex..."
She rose up from the chair and moved over to the window and closed the curtains, attempting to keep the winter cold out.
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Post by Lucas on Nov 19, 2008 10:37:38 GMT -1
He smirked at her "Yea I guess I am...or I'm probably just crazy" he said teasingly. He looked at her and came to sit on the same couch she was on for a moment. But she got up to adjust the curtains. "Kind of cold isn't it? I mean for a human..." he said. "I don't feal temperature all that much but...if your cold..." he said coming over and gently touching her right arm "I could warm you" he released heat from his hand to warm her. She was a beautiful creature and as much as he knew he couldnt put her in danger by caring for her so deeply...he wanted to...he wanted to so bad. But he was afraid by loving someone again...he would be punished with their death.
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Post by ~Autumn Walker~ on Nov 19, 2008 18:14:22 GMT -1
Autumn was about to answer in regard to the fact she was not that cold, her arms were slightly goosepimnpled, but nothing a sweater wiuld not fix. She watched as he moved toward her and wondered what he was about to do, especially when he suggested warming her. Her brow raised and she felt her own pulse quicken as he touched her, then the flood of heat moved over her body. She kept her eyes locked on his, and smiled a little.
"You puzzle me," She said finally, "You keep everything at a distance, but, i don't know, i can feel this light from you, this need for contact, for people, and you pull yourself away..."
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Post by Lucas on Nov 19, 2008 22:08:47 GMT -1
He looked at her surprised at how fast she figured him out "Well aren't you one to solve the mysteries of me so quickly" he said to her with a smirk. He looked at her "Autumn...I fell for love...it doesn't happen often that an angel falls JUSt for love" he said. "And I feel like I am punished for this any time I get close to someone. The woman I fell for didn't love me anymore and she is dead. The one woman I was ready to spend my life with and her child...both dead. I feel like I'm a curse...or perhaps THIS is my punishment. I don't want that to happen to anyone else and therefore...." she figurd he'd figure out the rest. "I don't want you hurt" he said whispering in her ear.
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Post by ~Autumn Walker~ on Nov 20, 2008 9:18:50 GMT -1
Autumn chewed on her lower lips as she listened to Lucas recall his story and a small pang of sorry flooded over over her. Never before had she so wanted to fix some one, make everything alright. But she could not bring back the dead. She could not wash his pain away. Now she felt useless.
"I am not an expert on God, or who ever, but i don't think he punishes like that. I think...I dunno....Life is shite sometimes, and some of us get the brunt of it more than others.."
When he whispered those words a blush appeared on her cheeks, "I'm a big girl Lucas, trust me, I wont get hurt, only if i allow it, and i am not masochists enough to enjoy my own pain....I've said it before, you can trust me...I wont go any where..."
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Post by Lucas on Nov 23, 2008 5:59:00 GMT -1
He looked at her "It's not a question fo whether you want to or not" he said to her. He had her near the wall next to the window now. He looked deep into her eyes. "It's a question fo do I even want to try and risk it with you" he said. "Your beautiful inside and out and to lose you because of me would be a horrible thing to experience" he said. He looked at her as he stepped back gracefully. He had such grace being an angel and he was very powerful.
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Post by ~Autumn Walker~ on Nov 23, 2008 19:53:20 GMT -1
She watched him take a step back, and she placed her finger tips on her lips as she shook her head, as if silencing herself. She did not know what to say, she did not know Lucas well, but they had been thrown together repeatedly and Autumn believed in the actions of fate. Something had brought them together for a reason and she was not about to just ignore him and step back. It was not her style. She allowed her hands to fall to her side and stepped forward toward him, her eyes glued to his.
"Well, what about what I want? Ever think you dont get a choice in the matter, I am not going any where...you're not cursed Lucas, life was just fucked up toward you, you need to start taking chances, or...or...I dont know...You'll miss out on something good..."
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Post by Lucas on Nov 23, 2008 22:49:14 GMT -1
Lucas looked at her. "Theres nothing good for me...least apparently that I don't deserve" he said. "Being fallen....means being miserable for eternity...at least thats what the angels want" he looked at her. He took a step towards her his hand against the wall and he had her in between his body and the wall. "It corrupts you..." he said to her. His eyes began to turn darker...the black eyes began to seap in slowly. He blinked it away. "I want to keep you safe..." he said
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Post by ~Autumn Walker~ on Nov 24, 2008 20:17:20 GMT -1
Why did Autumn feel like she was loosing a battle with him, she didnt even know him and yet she felt drawn to him. Something about him put her at ease in a way no one had ever done. He did not act afraid of her, freaked if she could read his mind. He was open, and that was rare to Autumn. She threw her arms up then and shook her head, letting out a deep heavy sigh and stepped back from him. She turned and walked over to the kitchen area and gripped the work surface, lowering her head. She did not know what to say now, no matter what she said she knew, or at least though she knew he would not change his mind. She wanted him, she did not know in what way, but part of her wanted him to say, yes, she wanted him to turn around and say he would give life a god damn try.
"If you are afraid..." She said quietly, "If you dont want me to get hurt, or whatever excuse you use not to get close, not to enjoy life, then you should leave..." She swalloed hard as she let the words trail and instantly regretted saying them.
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